Wow.

I just hopped over to some junior's blogs and wow.I can't help but to think I was just like them last year.Things happened so fast.

What differs though,is that they blog about having finish their holiday homeworks and such,vowing to study consistently and whatever it is that a normal student would promise to do at each begining of the year.

Wow.

I knew I've been slacking even through my SPM year ,my SPM month,my SPM week.
And its too late to turn back time but I guess 2010 is a new year and that allows me in a way to grow and become more responsible of myself considering I'd be flying to the UK by next year,provided that I do well in my exams.

I feel a tad sense of pride over those juniors whom I don't really know.
Whom had begun to take charge over what they are doing.
Whom knows what they are doing,for their own sake.

I feel so old now :)
I miss my friends and the laid-back environment in school.
I miss sitting on the dirty pavements comfortably knowing the familiar faces of those surrounding me.

I regret many things for the past years.
One of them,my effort in studies.

However so,I'm crossing my fingers to not regret anything I do this year.
I'm worried,I'm scared,I'm excited.
I could feel the adrenaline rush.

neopets.

Poh Phui Ping

note to self again: tyrannia plateu got free omelete.soup faerie in neopian market place! FIND NEOPIAN MARKET PLACE

December 29, 2009 at 5:31am

Poh Phui Ping

reminder to self : 3rd day of every month half price in neopets!!!!

December 29, 2009 at 5:28am

Poh Phui Ping

reminder to self : 3rd day of every month half price in neopets!!!!

December 29, 2009 at 5:28am


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just copying things here for awhile cause i hate to scroll down my wall in facebook.

Christmas 2009 - an update -ah! finally!!!

Since I'm stuck here watching Backyardigans with Megan,I thought I might as well get procrastination over with and start blogging like how I said I would this year!

But we should work our way up to 2010 right?Since my studies only start next Tuesday,I should take advantage of this grace period to keep my blog up to date.

First up,Christmas 2009.

I usually spend my christmas day doing nothing.Lazing around until at night where I would go online and be miserable.This ( I mean last,considering its 2'10 already) Christmas was a twist of simple happiness.Spent it with a friend I treasure at 1Utama.

We had lunch at Chilli's catching up while filling our bellies :D!














we had molten lava cake or something! Yums!




















At topshop,trying on clothes lol.I dont seem to be on a clothes frenzy that time....
















so I went for really weird tops just for a laugh.it wasnt fun though! cause Lu ee made her weird top looks nice.(PY's one not shown due to personal reasons.)









































On the way back home.Lu Ee's dad fetched us :D















































Bought these awesum lipbalms at diva and shared :D mine is the french manicured nail,Lu Ee's is the hot pink and Yuk is the maroon.

Sorry the pictures are messed up.Blogger being a *tut*.

No mood to blog already cause of the mess up.

THINGS TO UPDATE ABOUT :

-New Year's Eve /New Year's
-HC 's farewell.
-Beringin papa rich

2010

i had a blast! best new year's eve to date.

taman desa rawks man! will post bout the whole day ( i think) when i get the pictures.

im missing my fellow peers alot! starting college soon.

kinda nerve-wrecking.ive been in the same school among the same people since i was 7.

change.turning point of my teenage life?maybe.

love y'all! i wanna see Duncan!.

toodles <3

Sometimes...

Sometimes,
I look around to see my friends around me.
But they aren't really there.

Have you ever felt lost in the midst of familiar faces?Drowned by the voices of those whom you've known what seems like forever?Lonely even when you are actually comfortably surrounded by people you know?

Sometimes,
I don't have friends.

Sometimes,
I don't know what to do because I have nothing.
My life seems meaningless at the moment.
What do we live for?We're all gonna die anyways.

Sometimes.Just sometimes.

i <3 penang!

hehehehehhe typing this in penang shangri-la's hotel computer.

at 17.

it was love at first sight!
Sorry,I'll take that back.Even before seeing him,I fell heads over heels for him.
I haven't the slightest idea why majority of girls would be preferring Edward hands down over Jacob in the book,let alone the movie itself.

Unfortunately,

Jacob Black really goes for older women.Hmph! First Bella,now Talyor Swift??
O thy Jacob! When will u see the light that I AM YOUR SOULMATE.


I dont care if ure a fictional character.Just look at that!at 17!
Chiseled abs.Strong jaw.Tan skin.

who would want a cold,pale vampire that glitters ?
But I respect all of you as independent individuals with rights .
Choose Edward Cullen.Leave Jacob Black to me.




I love his character,even before Twilight was released in the cinemas.

I loved how he treats Bella,
I loved how he is warm,
I loved how he tries to protect Bella,
I loved everything lah basically.

I love Jacob Black :D

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Yeah,I watched New Moon,rushed to TGIFriday to meet Minda Ceria gang(love love!) ,met Shi Mun and Sandra again,meet Hui Cin after shopping,went back to Hui Cin's house and came home around 9+.

Going Penang tomorrow! I love love love that state!
Miss me.

my today

was not much.I woke up at two!Goodness.
I should adopt better and healthier habits now that SPM is over.

wanted to meet Hui Cin at Wangsa Maju but failed.
I went there late.

I need a microphone!!!!! webcamming aint fun without a mike.*christmas hint*





Gotta go,I am busy doing nothing with no one to layan.*hints sin hui cin who didnt reply my msg*

I'm here to say Yes.

Yes, my SPM is done with.
Yes, I still haven't been blogging.
Yes, it is because i've been out three days consecutively and phew! I was tired.
Yes, I miss my Beringinians.
Yes, ASHLEY YOW and GAN SUE ANN and SIN HUI CIN wil be leaving.
Yes, I am aware no one really reads my blog anymore.
Yes, I kinda like it that way.
Yes, I love the post-spm feel.
Yes, I keep sleeping late.
Yes, I am darn worried about my college application.
Yes, cause I did not do well in my trials.
Yes, I am upset I didnt do my best for trials.
Yes, I hate disappointing my parents.

Yes, IM LAZY TO GO OUT SO COME MY HOUSE LA =)

and

YES,I WILL BE BLOGGING SOON FREQUENTLY SO SIN HUI CIN CAN READ ME.

yes,I am just saying that.

this is for the blind.

okay,not for the blind but for the really dumb guys who does not have a clue at ALL on girls.
i hate this kinda things cause i hate to entertain the thought that there are just instructions to follow to win a girl's heart.

it takes so much more than that!!

still,i got this frm lu ee's blog who got it from chiasing.

http://yongenn.blogspot.com/2009/10/boyfriend-every-girl-would-want.html

p/s if u wanna remain as a true to heart guy who knows how to treat a girl well then dont go read lah.find it out urself =) more genuine.

who's goin prom??????????????


SPM zomg.wish me luck.may God be by my side.

What They Say.

What They usually say is that after every bad event in your life,the only way to go is up.That every wrong turn,each devastating moment,at least you can count on things to only get better.I choose to believe this because life is all about cycles is it not?

The point in question here I beg to be enlightened with is how long exactly does it take for a down moments to end?How long do I have to wait before something could give me an alibi to start living in the present without being pulled backwards?A week?A month?Years???

Well,I'd be damned if my patience were to be tested.More likely I would surrender and be sucked up into a world where the only emotions I am capable of possessing are hatred and vengeance.When I'm already battered up by the cruelty of the reality we live in,who am I to blame if I'd be a quitter rather than a fighter.Life in my humble opinion is the test of our perseverance and our will to make our own fate.In many ways I think life is just about our willingness to pick ourselves up when the world frowns upon us but it is at times like these that I convince myself I am the minority who are doomed to fail.

What is pain to glory?Nothing.
It's just that sometimes I fear that even through all the pain,glory would still be out of my reach no matter just how much I try.
There are so many little things that upset me that it just accumulates to one giant ball.
I'd rather put my hopes down and wish for a miracle than put my hopes up and be devastated when I fail in the midst of success surrounding me.

So?I stopped trying.

I am.

..happy that I finally tried cold soba today.
..happy that I finally tried Sushi Zanmai.
..eating alot these days.
..lazying around alot.
..gaining a whole buncha weight.
..so desperate for this year to end.
..excited to feel that way again where I feel alive.
..loving Joey when he loves Rachel.
..realising that it would not be the school that I would miss next year but the people who made my childhood and teenage life more worthwhile.

..sad :(

Oh wow.

HOHOHO i was explored! www.flickr.com/photos/pingka/

Okay,not that big a deal.Phui Yuk and Olivia have been explored many more times but so what.It's my first :D

so now i can stop flickr happily haahhahahah.(kidding,olivia =3)

1.Went out with family and Joo to eat dim sum for brunch today.Yummy yummilicious food.
2.Drove around to Dataran Ukay and Batu Caves to see and take some pictures of my dad's land.
3.Came back home and walked to 7eleven with Joo to get ice-cream
4.Took a nap with my mouth open.
5.Went to Subang Parade to take some clothes with parents and joo and bro.
6.Ate at Uncle Lim's.
7.Came home and updated my flickr.

Not my usual day huh.I like not being tied to routines once in awhile :)
Which I am going to get back to the moment I wake up after falling asleep.
Which will probably be after I finish a graph for my tuition???
Which I have to find a will to do so right now.

Finish that graph! finish tha graph! finish that graph!

*raises right palm* : HAO!

I'm up to season 7 !Heheee.Joo wouldn't like that.

I just feel obligated to update something here somehow.
Trials have been so dull and draggy ,I couldnt even remember how was my first few papers.
I really really need determination.
I really should not keep hoping on luck cause God has already done me a favour for me during PMR when I got sick on the second day and the other papers were such a blur.

And sometimes I just sit down and think about all my interests and passion that just fade over time.Even in photography ,it was just quickly washed away and re-surface itself back up again.So overshadowed and intimidated that I just gave it up.I always do =(.On people,on studies,on anything I ever want to do I would just give up the moment something gets in the way.

ARGH!

okay,I shall not make this more emotional -,-.why do i always do that!!

I miss Megan.

not suppposed to be here

I TADA KEMATANGAN LA im too young for spm =(!!!

BM SUCKS I NEED MORE TIME

thanks rizzwan for giving me the pen cover.

WHO WANNA GO TAKE GUITAR LESSONS WITH ME AFTER SPM =DDDD!

kthksbye!